Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Reflection
一个人的我依然会微笑如果想哭我自己会找地方
你不必担心我会弄湿你肩膀
走在街上到处是寂寞的人
我想谁都不要同情的眼光
受一点伤并不是可怕的事
人就是这样才会愈来愈坚强
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...我不哭无论多痛苦
...我不哭就算会迷路
明天一个人的我依然会微笑
虽然它或许也是伤心的开始
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是悲是喜终将都变成往事
明天一个人的我依然会微笑
那怕早已没有人记得我名字
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Came across this song......... the lyrics somehow describe my thoughts.......Sometimes putting our own happiness infront of others isn't that selfish afterall because come tomorrow, when everyone goes back to lead their own life, we are left with just ourselves..........at the beginning and at the end of the day....the only person we have to face is ourselves...........even if not physically...but spiritually,mentally........Don't know if stress is getting over me or somehow I feel that I am not performing up to standard........Maybe I am lost in the woods........I need to find my direction........Leading a life with no direction really sucks BIG time.........I need my focus because at the end of the day.....I am accountable to no one but myself.............
Posted by agnesia at 4:34 AM
Monday, October 08, 2007
feeling BLUE..............
Ahhhhhhhhhhhh, feeling super super blue, everything just doesn't go right............feeling super super frustrated, anguish,and maybe disappointed...........With myself I guess..........Guess I need to work on my EQ more, can't seem to control my temper.............or well, I need to know how to handle my fluctuating mood swing........Really need to calm down so giving myself a bit of Bossa Nova for tonight..............need to feel the freedom to just "swing" my thoughts...........Need to sort things out and move on from here...........Because deep down, I know everything lies with me , Only I myself can get myself out of this dungeon..............So Agnes, do what u hv to do!!!!!!!!!!!I need to get my focus!!!!!!!!Posted by agnesia at 6:14 AM
Thursday, October 04, 2007
Gwen's Bday!!
WaiMan and Gwen's birthday are just days apart so it was pretty hectic on us to plan .....hee, though we can always have a very simple celebration might thought that since it is was last year together, must sabo everyone........so 3 down, 2 more to go hahahaha, brain really overworked just thinking of plans..........but nonetheless, this wouldn't be possible without xueping's idea, waiman's contribution (see video), Adeline's banana milkshake,Yi si's tarts and of course, hee hee,my flour........And how can we forget the cutie pie in the pic, Gwen's favourite Stitch....I know everyone is busy with work........guess we can only push on.......don't forget to smile.........
Posted by agnesia at 4:13 AM
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
Wai Man's Surprise Party
I am very sure that WaiMan will want these photos up instantly, so here I am, hee, Celebrated her bday 5 days in advance, so that we can pounce on her with a surprise, hee, bought her a bouquet of flowers and got one of my guy fren to give it to her...........of course not telling her who it is from...........sounds pretty bad right, she went up to many others to find out who is the one........though she did guessed that it might be us.........our actings were too good ......hee, after which, presented her with a cake........mango cake, her favourite...........I had to light up a cake secretly and she had to spoil the whole surprise by appearing infront of the door............sigh....hope she enjoyed her advance bday celebration............
Posted by agnesia at 6:29 AM
Corporate look.......
Had to do a corporate shoot for my job application, so went for it............hee, turned out , well, as you can see, doesn't look like me at all, I was seriously taken aback..........so frens, don't be shocked............it is ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!When out with a group of frens after that..............haha, all couldn't recognize me..............